I made a mistake today and forgot my cloth bag. The plastic bag was flimsy and had holes in it by the time I walked home. I missed the durability of my cloth bag.
I dabble in PR. I never was trained in it but worked for a nonprofit as the PR director. I did better job than the professional who they actually paid years before I took on the role. The difference was I was committed and she wasn't. You need to commit yourself.